| Facebook meets LJ |
[22 Aug 2006|11:52am] |
I discovered today that on Facebook, you can get it to connect to a blog and update on facebook, which means all my facebook friends can read my LJ, how sweet is that? SO yeah, HI FACEBOOKERS!! Um, yeah, thats really all thats happening to me besides Lagniappe eating my life. Oh, and tomorrow is my birthday. IM FINALLY 17!!!! god thats weird. anyway, thats it so im done.
-Bekki
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| Costume |
[29 Jun 2006|07:07pm] |
Hey, since Im kinda putting together a costume last minute does anyone have a green mesh or fishnet or sheer shirt? If you do, PLEASE let me know if I can borrow said shirt tomorrow. Umm, yeah thats probably it so love,
-Bekki
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| TAKE THAT! |
[08 Apr 2006|03:25pm] |
Haha, I'm updating! I really just want to say, the ACT just got pummeled, raped and then tossed in a ditch today. Well except the damned writing section, its stupid question won out against my lack of writing skills, and it managed to get away from me. But thats it. I do want to say, now that I am entering the ring of me vs. college apps, I love everyone who had to deal with hard rejections these past couple of weeks and they all kick more ass than any college. But also, congrats for everyone got accepted somewhere! Thats all i wanted to say though,
-Bekki
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| My world died |
[16 Mar 2006|08:27pm] |
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I know I haven't updated in a very long time, but I felt as though this required me to post.
Mr. Schneider officially will not be returning to New Trier next year. For those of you who know me well enough, please register and then realize how traumatic this is for me. And now, I have to go write my Jr. Theme.
-Bekki
PS: I have realized that it is impossible for me to be happy, EVER. Thanks, God, just thanks.
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| Costume |
[13 Oct 2005|11:10pm] |
So, I am not sure what to be for Halloween and I would like to hear other's opinions about what they think. Either I am going to be
-The Easter Bunny(its a totally intense like professional costume)
OR
-A vampire who wears a cool renaissance dress. (meaning I want to wear my ren dress, but get all vampiry too.)
What do you think? What would be cooler/hotter/more amazing? I really want to know. Thanks,
-Bekki
PS: On a different note, i decided I am a really creepy person and thus am going to hell for it. But dont bother asking, cause im not going to say why.
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| Xbox |
[07 Oct 2005|10:32am] |
Billy, my bro, is coming home!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And its his birthday. IM SO EXCITED!
yeah, anyway. Dreams of live action Halo playing are weird...
-Bekki
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| Foam |
[03 Oct 2005|08:36pm] |
I give up on men. I really do. For some reason there is no man I know that I am interested in/would even consider dating me. And even if I get the slightest inkling of maybe having interest in a guy, he is either taken, an asshole who just fucks girls, or one of my friends likes him. So, in essence I'm screwed, except not. So I give up. There is no way I can win, and since I find all guys immature except for guys who are older than me, and since I am now an upperclassmen I really don't know many guys older than me. It's frustrating. I wish I could go clubbing, because that means I could meet new people who would probably be older than me. But no, that won't happen. And yes, this is very self centered, but at the same time not because I screw myself over by letting my friends get guys I want. damnit. I wish i was more selfish and didn't care about my friends. Yeah, anyway in the end this is just making my obsessions worse because I am so damn lonely. Its not good. AT ALL. But yeah, thats my story goodnight.
-Bekki
PS: I saw Mucci today. It's the first time I have seen him since our last date. yeah......I ran.
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| Tux |
[01 Oct 2005|11:16pm] |
So, saw Serenity tonight and it was amazing. I am content. It definetly made up for the fact that lagniappe is aiming to kill me hard and long. It was just SO frustrating when a person is too proud to admit a mistake or something. upsetness. yeah, but I am happy because now fall play has moved into the mcgee which means I get to see them a lot now. YEAH!!!!! And um, not having crew this tuesday=woot! And thats my story.
-Bekki
PS: I will no longer talk about soup/soup man on here anymore. I knew it would be a bad idea, and the whole thing almost blew up in my face at crew bonding....
PPS: Homecoming totally sucks.
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| Confession |
[27 Sep 2005|11:10pm] |
Am I the only that is really looking forward to Doom(as in the movie)?
Also, I spent the night watching Firefly, and even got annoyed when my family was talking over the TV and I couldn't hear it anymore. I am dieing to see Serenity this weekend=PPL NEED TO SEE IT WITH ME!
Um, yeah. And the world is going to explode.
-Bekki
PS: Improv is tomorrow = Soupy goodness.
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| Hood Ornaments |
[26 Sep 2005|09:19pm] |
Anybody have one they wanna give me?
Guess what Im doing?
NO, not what you may be thinking.
Im bleaching my hair, BADLY! HAHAHAHA.
Yeah, so thats my story.
-Bekki
PS: I need to not find AP US homework so amazingly boring.
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| Bumper Cars |
[21 Sep 2005|10:22pm] |
So, Improv is cool. And a lot of fun and I'm really glad I joined. It helps me feel good about myself! Although there was one horrible comment/question that kinda made me feel horrible that went something like "What if we have two absences already and your mom dies?" Um....yeah, it was awkward.
O, and in the terms of why I joined, IT IS NOT JUST FOR AN EXTRA SOUP DOSAGE! The soup is kinda like an extra perk......yeah. And by the way, I am going to do him by the end of my senior year, if not earlier. I kid not.
Anyway, besides that there are the general annoyances of my stepsis is a brat, crew is stressful, school is killing me, I NEED a guy to fuck, and um I feel ugly. I dunno, i felt like adding something.
-Bekki
PS: I Heart Brains.
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| Sex and Drugs......thats Pyschology for you |
[14 Sep 2005|09:31pm] |
So, i have to do a Dream Analysis for Psych. Its worth 50 points to talk about a dream I had and interpret it. Mmmmm, sounds like EASY AND STUPID! But really awesome at the same time. Oh, and I am still sick and I think I totally had a high fever today but its not like it matters if I passed out during AP US does it? Yeah....It was not fun. I hate sickness, I should beat it up. And just out of curiosity, who is going to homecoming?
-Bekki
PS: Lifeline has DDR now (I am serious) = ME NEVER DOING ANYTHING ELSE AGAIN!
PPS: I went to Best Buy today to buy Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, but they didn't have it, although it came out supposedly yesterday. Then I went home angry and went online to find it gets released TOMORROW! ARGHAMUFFINS!!!!
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| Black Squirrel |
[13 Sep 2005|10:05pm] |
I have decided that my head now hates me and is beating itself up just to make me feel miserable. So to all the little midgets running around and kicking my brain, I say: FUCK YOU, i have too much homework to do.
Yeah, thats my story. O and I watched Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy and it was amazing, just like every other time. Except i fell asleep and then was awoken by my father to do homework during the middle of the movie. And i am still behind in my readings for AP US and its not pleasant. AT ALL.
thats my story, and I am probably going to still fell horrible tomorrow/drousy from lots o medicine, so I may be just a tad irritable.
-Bekki
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| And thou wilst be Smiteth..... |
[10 Sep 2005|10:24pm] |
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So, today was semi boring/slash interesting. At least the night was. So after crew I come home and my parents are like, we go out to dinner and leave you guys here. Then I say to my step-sis, "what you want for dinner?". Then I call Melissa to ask if I can drop off her present, which leads to me planning on leaving to go to her house and my step sis deciding she wants to consume Chipotle. So my step-sis and I drive off and go to Melissa, where I give her present and there is much glee and happiness. Then we went to dinner(not with melissa) and we go home. In reaching home my sis devotes her day to watching the first season of the OC(ewwwww) and I go to my parents room to watch Sin City and enjoy my food.
Trust me, this story is going somewhere.
So at about 9PM, i am enjoying my movie and I hear a loud noise outside and my dog going crazy inside, and I am freaked out thinking we are being robbed or something. So I go downstairs, grab a knife and make sure my sis(who didn't hear anything) and doggy are ok. Then I turn on light to outside, seeing no one. I walk to back of my house and see this(click on the link):
The Pic
Yea, an entire branch of the tree fell. No reason, it just fell. It's not rotten and the tree is fairly healthy. There wasn't a wind, nor any storm or anything. It just fell. And straight down too. Luckily it didn't hit anything, beside our fence. It fell right between our neighbors house and our garage. WTF?!
Anyway, so my parents got home like 5 minutes after it happened, and my dad gonna chop it up tomorra morning but it was weird. Also, apparently my tire got cut, and that means it is slowly losing air right now. I don't know what I did, but apparently something isn't happy with me tonight.
-Bekki
PS: Apparently all my neighbors are completely clueless or deaf, because I'm the only that heard it.
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| Toe |
[08 Sep 2005|10:28pm] |
Hey so since I now drive this means that I can like actually be social and do things with other people. And I currently am sitting on like a months worth of paychecks that are screaming to be spent. O, and I need to dye my hair too. So let me know if you possibly wanna do something either friday or saturday night.
-Bekki
PS: I dunno, actually. Oh, i need a guy to do. (I'm not pining....)
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| Wicked |
[06 Sep 2005|11:17pm] |
I decided that I officially suck. As in school wise, because i was stupid when I decided 6 majors junior year was a good thing. And that i will no longer have a social life. AND that i can no longer make my days better by visiting a certain office. OH, and my self esteem fell down crack and refuses to come out of the darkness, just like me. But i am loving life.
In other news, today I was viewing pictures from my dad's wedding a week ago and while looking at the pictures I realized how surreal the whole event was and that I hadn't ever really considered that it was my father getting married. Even during the wedding, it felt like I was just attending someone's wedding. Not someone "close" to me like my father. And even in looking through the photos, it doesn't seem like its my father I am looking at but instead some dude that got married.
If you hadn't guessed, this is all leading up to the fact that this furthers the feelings I have that I am in no way close to my father, but my whole devotion in life the past 5 years has been to keep my father happy, which included the false pretense that I loved him as a father even though most my life I have resented him for neglecting most parenting duties. But now that he is married, he is happy without needing the falsities. This also creates a paradox within myself because I feel I should be offended that my father would remarry, but at the same time my devotion to maintain an illusion of happiness around him prevents me really getting angry about it. But through all this confusion and annoyance at myself I ultimately come to the realization that I honestly don't care about my father as a daughter should. Hes just a roomie and I feel as if the number of roommates in my house now just increased.
And now I am here without family, because my brother is away at college and I have to live with my "roommates". And of course I get along better with my new "roommates" than my old roommate, because i really just can't deal with my father.
And all of this probably didn't make sense, but I felt like typing a lil something. I need a guy to do, a lot.
-Bekki
PS: I am getting my license tomorrow. yeah......DRIVING IN JEEP=YEA!!=GETTING OUT OF HOUSE MORE!!
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| Costume |
[30 Aug 2005|12:39am] |
So, I have decided that I am going to lose control for sure by the end of the year and rape Soup Man. It is decided. And it's not my fault. Really, I swear he leads me on......
Not really though.
-Bekki
PS: Someone find me a new obsession?? This is just going to end ugly, I know it.
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| Bobby Pin |
[28 Aug 2005|12:33am] |
So wedding was today.....yeah. Me too tired to talk about now. Will post muchos pics at some point somewhere. Also, bringing camera to school. yeah. My hair is spiffy.
-Bekki
PS: I may be wearing my bridesmaid dress this monday (long story, don't ask). But I dunno, it's a lil much. And I would probably get it really dirty and stuff.
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| Exacto Knife |
[26 Aug 2005|03:50pm] |
So, my first day of school was interesting and I am sorry to have missed school today(yeah right) but I will give a a whole detailed description of my past days.
So yesterday was school and although I had to get up I think EB this year is going to be a hell of a lot of fun with Mr. Daly. It's easy to see why he is so awesome as a teacher. Then there was advisory(boring). Japanese 2 is a very small class this year and there are a couple sophomore know it alls that I want to slap. Plus I like forgot a lot of stuff over the summer, oops! AP US will prove to be interesting and hard. Although I am not sure what to think of Ms. Plank yet. 3rd period free, yeah! 4th I have Psych with Stina and our teachers is a ditz. Also my contact fell out during the middle of class and I couldn't do anything about it until class ended. It was all good though. 5th period=lunch=SO MANY PPL! 6th Period I have lifeline, which is meh....7th I have English 3, which is sad how stupid 3 lvl english class is. The same goes for 3 lvl Analytic Geo 8th period. Also, Mr. Funk my math teacher is stupid, he put down the wrong answer on a problem we were doing and I corrected him. DUH! And then of course is my fav class Theatre Tech at the end of the day. Although its a minor I can tell I will be doing a lot of work for the class, and enjoying every second of it. Hehehe. Yeah, so thats how classes were.
And to go on to today, I woke up at 8. SWEET. Then went for manicure and pedicure. After that we got the programs for the wedding and took Sadie(my dog) to be boarded for the weekend. And I am sad cause she's gone now. And now I am updating on LJ before I get ready to go to the rehearsal tonight. So thats my story. See yall on Monday!!!
-Bekki
PS: I now have Soup Man's home phone....its not a good thing. And I love him more than ever. This shall be an interesting year...
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| Candles |
[24 Aug 2005|12:12am] |
Im 16, yippee. And all I got was Border's giftcards, jewelry and bed sheets. yeah....I hate my birthday. I still think my father never said Happy Birthday to me.
You know, they shouldve just forgotten about it like in Sixteen Candles, it was similar enough.
I'll see you all at school tomorrow, night.
-Bekki
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